Torn up memories,
No more excuses,
No reason to lie,
I can't hide this unhappiness,
That makes me feel like I want to die.
The loneliness that shatters me,
These tattered wings,
Like the last song of a siren,
Standing on decrepit dreams.
Fallen from grace,
A worn out face,
Seeing nothing but the same place.
Used up reasons,
No more reason to fly,
With clipped wings,
All of her dreams suddenly die.
Star Crossed...Her eyes say yes,
Her brain says no,
Her heart says maybe,
Her soul says definitely so.
Her body trembles with every touch,
Her breath hitches with every sound,
He picks her up like the angel she is,
and with a kiss presses her to the ground.
A loving gasp between these two star-crossed lovers,
Always meant to be,
What was felt and what was said,
Is nothing compared to what they need.
Just need you...Crazy psychotic,
Talk to much,
Way out of touch.
Reality is a mystery,
Life is a blur,
I act like I have a speech impediment,
All my words slur.
I'll find the words,
Then they'll sit quitely in my throat,
Sometimes I can't think,
And around you I'll just choke.
Gasping for air,
Begging to breathe again,
Falling farther into myself,
I don't want to be my friend.
I need you more than ever,
I didn't realise til' I saw my dream fall through,
I don't need material objects,
I just need you.
Raining Blood ...Prolouge...-Raining blood- [Prolouge]
It was then I saw it before me, the very reason my family fought for so long. My ancestors had no idea what I was seeing now, nor would they. The truth was beyond their eyes, and I felt the very coldness down my spine as Nova touched my back, I looked over and up at him with solemn eyes. His smile pierced through my somber attitude, and I then looked down and away. It was useless, what could I really say?
"I wish our families would stop fighting... I wish I could show them everything I've seen now, and make it all better... Maybe then, we could both try living normal lives?"
Yeah. That would be the perfect thing to say to the rivals. They'd execute me on the spot for even THINKING such a thing. I shook my head, and put my palms to my face. What could I do? Without the housing of my clan, I was weak, absolutely useless and defenseless. I was pretty useless to the Linux clan as well.
"You've got something on your mind..." Nova now removed my hands f
Poem of the beginning...Upon this ladder I stand,
Waiting to take a fall,
Until love catches me in it's grasp,
I will continue to see it all.
All the worlds wonders,
Surrounded in mystery,
The shadow of death lurks upon me,
I can feel his cold hand tracing down my spine.
For the afterlife does not scare me,
The serenity of silence does,
I close my eyes and hold the pills in my hand,
Prepared to take another drug.
All these different places,
All these different faces,
Everything is so new,
Sometimes, I wonder, will you ever get a clue?
Sometimes I suffer,
As these wounds break open inside,
For they are like blisters,
They get infected and puss sometimes.
For my love has yet to wane,
and my heart has yet to be slain,
I will wait for my prince in armor,
Till then, I'll live in a grand delusion.
Pointing fingers...Turn tail and run,
When life has no more fun,
What is it now,
What have I done?
You point the finger,
But look at the situation carefully,
Who's to blame now?
You see yourself in the mirror, casting stones at the crowd.
When the grand delusion fades,
And your crown is seized,
Everyone will see how fake you are,
Hidden by an ugly disease.
I don't need your sympathy,
Nor your pity you pathetic thing,
I see with open eyes,
Who's really at fault for all the blame.
You tell me I'm different,
And yet you're all the same,
Pointing your finger yet again,
Your game is getting lame.
I see right through you,
Because there's nothing to see,
You're nothing but fake lies,
Dissolving like salt in the sea.
Who are you to judge,
Who are you at all,
If you don't know yourself,
You can't actually stand proud and tall.