Frame of mind...Sitting here on the ledge,
Staring over the edge,
Holding my heart and closing my eyes,
Taking love in as my pledge.
If I was unsure of the danger,
Simplicity has been achieved,
The pain has been defeated,
My angry dagger sheathed.
The ice that built up inside me,
Melts into spring,
Where butterflies float in my stomach,
and the birds in my voice sing.
It's the frame of mind,
That puts me at ease
Holding his hands within mine,
For now it's all a tease.
One day it'll be forever,
One day I will shine,
One day this won't just be,
My still frame of mind.
Star Crossed...Her eyes say yes,
Her brain says no,
Her heart says maybe,
Her soul says definitely so.
Her body trembles with every touch,
Her breath hitches with every sound,
He picks her up like the angel she is,
and with a kiss presses her to the ground.
A loving gasp between these two star-crossed lovers,
Always meant to be,
What was felt and what was said,
Is nothing compared to what they need.
Just need you...Crazy psychotic,
Talk to much,
Way out of touch.
Reality is a mystery,
Life is a blur,
I act like I have a speech impediment,
All my words slur.
I'll find the words,
Then they'll sit quitely in my throat,
Sometimes I can't think,
And around you I'll just choke.
Gasping for air,
Begging to breathe again,
Falling farther into myself,
I don't want to be my friend.
I need you more than ever,
I didn't realise til' I saw my dream fall through,
I don't need material objects,
I just need you.
Raining Blood ...Prolouge...-Raining blood- [Prolouge]
It was then I saw it before me, the very reason my family fought for so long. My ancestors had no idea what I was seeing now, nor would they. The truth was beyond their eyes, and I felt the very coldness down my spine as Nova touched my back, I looked over and up at him with solemn eyes. His smile pierced through my somber attitude, and I then looked down and away. It was useless, what could I really say?
"I wish our families would stop fighting... I wish I could show them everything I've seen now, and make it all better... Maybe then, we could both try living normal lives?"
Yeah. That would be the perfect thing to say to the rivals. They'd execute me on the spot for even THINKING such a thing. I shook my head, and put my palms to my face. What could I do? Without the housing of my clan, I was weak, absolutely useless and defenseless. I was pretty useless to the Linux clan as well.
"You've got something on your mind..." Nova now removed my hands f
Poem of the beginning...Upon this ladder I stand,
Waiting to take a fall,
Until love catches me in it's grasp,
I will continue to see it all.
All the worlds wonders,
Surrounded in mystery,
The shadow of death lurks upon me,
I can feel his cold hand tracing down my spine.
For the afterlife does not scare me,
The serenity of silence does,
I close my eyes and hold the pills in my hand,
Prepared to take another drug.
All these different places,
All these different faces,
Everything is so new,
Sometimes, I wonder, will you ever get a clue?
Sometimes I suffer,
As these wounds break open inside,
For they are like blisters,
They get infected and puss sometimes.
For my love has yet to wane,
and my heart has yet to be slain,
I will wait for my prince in armor,
Till then, I'll live in a grand delusion.